I'm so sorry I missed your calls. There's so much between us to eliminate now, more than just the distance, but it was all just indecision in the end.
Anyway, this vacation isn't totally useless.
I'm home for the weekend. I drove thirteen hours to get here. I've given myself a lot of time to think along the way.
I moved — NYC, the Big Apple. Crazy, right? I never thought I'd wind up actually living there. The night life reminds me of you; remember when we used to say you'd make it big here? Your name in the lights, we'd have Halloween every day, even on Christmas?
Do you remember the way the glittering snow twinkled like stars in the night sky? You kissed me in the snow and told me you loved me and I swore I loved you more.
Everything is different now. I told myself I'd get over this, but I can't.
If you thought there was a chance that one day your memory will be nothing but photos, there is. But now is not that time. I know I told you not to waste your time, I know the days have come and gone, but I want to see you if only for the weekend.
the support I've gotten this year, from my friends, family, and partner, has gotten me through one of the hardest periods of my life.
A - arctic B - bright C - crystalline D - death E - evergreen F - festive G - gilded H - holly I - icicle J - joy K - kin L - lights M - menorah N - noel O - overcast P - peace Q - quiet R - rest S - silent T - tranquil U - unwrap V - verse W - white X - xmas Y - yule Z - zamboni